I'm doubting myself every single moment, and I don't even know why. I can't really handle this. My life, my feelings and me pretending that I don't really care. I'm not being suicidal or something. I don't really wanna talk to anyone, for now. Because, it won't work. I'm not feeling happy in the inside nowadays. But still, I have to fake it, for them. For everyone. Everyone's also faking it, they're troubled. I'm troubled. And my heart is really tired. Literally. I just wanna run away. From everything. Really. I'm tired of watching people live with happiness. I'm tired. My heart is tired. I would like to thank the people who wrote my name as 'your best friend'. It really made my day. And also the people who made me laugh during this period when I'm not myself. I have nothing to blog about anymore. My connection to reality and the world is constantly on the brink of extinction. Everything happening around me serves as a no-big-deal to me. I might be MIA, or maybe not. I hope you enjoy your lives.