What I'm currently facing now is troubling me. I'm so not in the mood to go to school these days, not like before. I have to face reality and forget about fantasizing. Somehow, my intuition tells me that someone out there is taking away my personality. I am overshadowed, green with jealous rage when I see other people around me so happy with themselves and making their own conversations, and one pROblem is, you're not there with them. The feeling of not fitting in, lik you used to, not anymore. There's alot of things to be happy about but somehow, some people just don;t want you to be part of it. And then, they will start caring. Amazing. Utterly amazing.